Nic 'the beard'

08:46 pm: Im alive!!!!
Hello guys! well I think the last time I updated was like-Summer prom time and a lot has happened to me since then...so here it goes!
I went into Sixth year which is the best fun ever! I am a prefect and um, I have the greatest free period crew! I do miss all the previous sixth years but what u gonna do? Um the summer holidays came and I have partied alot! Thanks for that Rhona! Teehee! I went to Deep Sea World with Jill, Rhona and Ashley which was so much fun and we got our faces painted and walked accross the Forth Road Bridge and we got stranded in South Queensferry for like 2 hours! Erm, I went to Thurso to visit the rellys! I had a huge fall out with Mike and I thought that was it but thankfully no! Phew :-) Tho I hardly ever see him due to fucking work which is hard for me so who knows wats gonna happen! I seriously love the guy tho! Um, got my exam results back, I got an A in geog and French, a B in English (omfg) and Information Systems and a C in accounts so I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HAAAAAAPPPPPYYY!!!! Im now deciding whether to do geography or french and law at uni! Argh! I wanna follow in the footsteps of my love Mr S but law was my first career choice but we shall see! Now Im home alone! Boo! and now Im gonna go but jus so u all no, I typed this without looking at the keyboard!

02:49 pm: Im alive
Just to let u all no, Im still alive! I will update in detail later! Much lovexx

03:00 am: Hallo!
Well, sine Thursday, nothing much really has happened after from the 6th year prom baby! On Friday, it was really just a blur of nothingness though I did go and purchase some matching jewelry for prom! Was joyful! Saturday came prom time! Mr Euan Rennie and Mr Michael Rodden (and ren's dad) picked me up at 6.45 and off we drove to the joyful event! Michael looked supremely hot in his kilt. Um, we ate dinner, which, may I add(?) was shit! Em, then there was some inappropriate fondling under the table and then came a surplus of dancing! At the end, I got felt up a lot by Michael and he said it's cause I was so beautiful and he couldn't keep his hands off me! Bless the boys socks which are in fact made of cotton! He keeps telling me he loves me which really makes me happy as I love him to! I got home at like 2 and then slept! On Sunday I watched TV (namely the Hollyoaks and Eastenders omnibus)could I get more sad? Then I ate a sweetcorn sandwich (mmmm) and then showered etc and went to Michael's! We watched some film called The Sting, it was poor! I thought I was gonna fall asleep but Michael kept nudging me and saying "C'mon you gotta watch". Then we had some fun conversations about sexual stuff which amused me a lot! I like the fact I can be open with that kind of stuff with him and that Im not embarrassed to talk to him about sex, ah the maturity! Today, I was and still am at school! I had double chemistry which was bad, study, ADVANCED GEOG WHICH WAS SUPER!!!! and biology which wasn't all to bad! Tonight, no plans, would like to see Michael but I dunno! Bon voyagexxx

10:30 am: Life....
Well hello diary! I havent updated in a while so here is what has been happening with me! So Tuesday I decided that I was going to stay with my dad for a couple of nights! Nothing much happened in that respect! On Tuesday night, Amanda's friend let us have a party in his flat at Herriot Watt Uni! Was a very strange night! I had a lot of vodka and lambrini and was very drunk :S! I then randomly pulled Amanda, Rhona and Kirsty! Was weird, all these guys were standing round us watching telling us to do it again! Was very weird! I then tried to talk to Michael after it but he wouldn't listen! I tried to kiss him but he was like go get Kirsty! So i got very upset and started to cry (alcohol mainly) and he explained he was sorry! I was quick to remind him of Rhona's halloween party! Anyway, Ian was so nice to me! He took me outside and hugged me and told me he was there if I needed to talk which I am happy about! I then went back inside and spoke to Michael! He told me that I was the best catch ever, I was beautiful, smart and funny! He also said since he'd been with me his life was a whole lot better! Before he met me it wasn't really that great! But woo it is now! And then he said it, (for the first time), "Do you know what I love Nicola?" said Michael. "No what" said I. "You, I love you" said Michael! Them i cried again (with happiness). So I said it back, and I really mean it! I love Michael! And then hometime came and I left! I woke up on wednesday feelin hungover and embarrassed! I then decided to meet up with Amanda in town! We had some good girly chats and some mega bitchin was done (oooh, nasty) and we had some real fun! We got matching fish necklaces! I then went home slept and came home to my house! Today, has been one of the best days of my life! I won't go in to to much detail but Im satisfied! Anyway, now Im watchin Hollyoaks! Woo! Much love journalxxx

07:16 pm: Woo!
So, after watching my sister nothing happened! Yesterday I never got dressed til I had to help lift bricks which was not fun! We then went out for a Chinese (me and family) and then i went to Michael's! We had fun! We lay talking about such random stuff! I love that! Topless kissing is possibly the best ever! So I really enjoyed that! Im so happy at the moment! Today I went to town and got my prom dress, its greeny blue and calf length! Its Michael's mum's bday today so Happy Birthday! um thats all!
xxx

08:46 pm: Agh!! Im watching my sister! God help me! Shes driving me nuts! I did wtch the Spongebob movie which was fun!

10:35 pm: Meh!
Well, 2nite I went 2 see Star Wars! Ugh! It was bad! Only good bits were Yoda, Ewan Mcreggo and when Anakin Skywalker was burning! Good special effects and stuff and R2D2 is cooool! But no, not for me! Michael liked it! Doesnt beat Spongebob tho! Could have gone to the pub but I just came home and watched Big Brother! Meh! WHHHHYY!!! Michael now drives me home by himself! How cool is that! So i ride in the front with him and I now get a goodbye kiss which I like! Im really tired tho I got up at like 9 :S How weird is that! I think it's cos I nearly fell asleep in the cinema! Michael is soooo comfy :p
anyway journal
night night
xxxx

10:53 am: Weird
*~*~*~*WOULD YOU (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)*~*~*~*
Kiss me ?:si senorita
Ever go out with me ?: ongoing
If you already have, would you do it again ?: twice
Marry me if you could ?: if the times rite
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up?: never

**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
What is my phone number?: 999
Do you think I’m crazy? insanity is beautiful
Which song reminds you of me?: lady is a tramp
Do u think I'll get married?: yes
What kind of guy do you think I’ll marry?: one that loves u and u love back
When is my birthday?: 27th January
Who is my best friend?: Rhona
Where did we meet?: Scotland
Have you ever had a dream about me?: yes
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?: nothing
What do you love about me?: the fact that u r goin out with me
Describe me in as many words as you like!!!: perfect

Agh, weird! I got the above email from Michael and I just started crying! Why?! Maybe cause its nice! But why? Whats happening to me? Im going mad clearly! Nothing like thats happened to me before! EVER!!! Agh! Even weirder, Im going 2 see Star Wars 2day!

06:03 pm: Well done michael!!!
oh yeah and Michael passed his drving test well done! i now have a chaffeur (sp?)

05:01 pm: EXAMS OVER v IMMENSE BOREDOM!!
Hello!! I had my last exam today! Oh the joy!It was varying in difficulty! I may have passed tho! I finished the exam 1hour and 20 minutes early so decided to write the following story:

Exam Torture

One day, there was a girl named Nicola and she finished her Info Systems exam 1 hour and 20 minutes early. She was very, very bored. The time seemed to be passing so slowly. In fact as slow as a turtle (I like the use om imagery). The people around her seemed to be working at full speed which was in contradiction to the speed of the clock. Her stomach was screaming for food and her bladder for the toilet. She wished the woman would just let her out of this prison. She began to wonder if this was if fact what prison was like boring and restricted.
Then, out of the blue, came Spongebob Squarepants to the rescue! He had stolen a gun and threatened the invigilator to let Nicola go. Although Nicola really appreciated the gesture, she knew a gun was not the answer. Spogebob, though upset, knew she was right. You see, he had been persuaded to undertake this appalling, inhuman task by his so called friend- David Hasselhoff. Him and his god damn manly chest.
Nicola called on the help of her hero, Cher, to join forces with her to beat the evil man (who had so wrongly influenced Spongebob) to a pulp. Cher willingly accepted teh brutal task. However, Cher found out that her good friend Tina Turner was dating the enemy and she could not bring herself to commit the bloody beating. She knew how sorry David was. "If I could turn back time" he serenaded. So they all lived happily ever after and Nicola passed her exam!

Well there you go, my amazing story of the wonderful life of Nicola. I enjoyed writing about myself in third person!
Thank you and good nightxxx

09:50 am: Guten morgen!
Hallo journal! So yesterday was seriously a waste of a day! I did not get dressed until 7 at night! However, I did then go to Michael's! We chatted and then came the glorious exclamation "Oh, The O.C is on!" So off we trundled down stairs to watch it! It was worth it though to see the beauty which is Adam Brody! We then watched Alan Partridge...ah the joys of that programme! Its possibly one of the best comedies I've seen! (In a long while anyway)! But yeah, it was nice to see him and we were all snuggly on the couch so that was nice! Tho he finds it funny to give me so called "pensioner's kisses" they are scary! Today Im gonna go to the centre and return some jeans and hopefully meet Michael there and go for some Mcflurry mmmmm!
Goodbye journal (for today anyway)xxxx

11:47 am: AGGGGHH!!! I HAVE PURPLEY HAIR!!! :O :O :O :O

09:27 am: Stolen form Stephen!
THREE THINGS I DO NOT UNDERSTAND
1 Maths-yes,I dont understand any of it
2 The way a guys mind works
3 Why people who were once in love and married can hate each other so much

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1 Pjz
2 Dressing Gown
3 Um, glasses

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1 CD stack
2 An envelope opener
3 Glasses Case

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1 Skydive
2 Meet Cher
3 As my religion on the census from, put Spongecher-Do you think it'll catch on guys?

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1 - Um,my glasses
2 - My , my, my nose
3 - something else...

THREE THINGS I DO NOT LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1 - Anything I havent listed above
2 - " "
3 - " "

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT ME
1 - Im also very sleepy
2 - Id rather go and live with my dad
3 - I can be scared of the dark and walking home in it

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1 woohoo
2 oh my god
3 shut up

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1 - London
2 - back to New York and Boston
3 - Cuba

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY (ASIDE FROM MY OWN)
1 Oi you
2 Nic
3 Co

08:58 am: Early!
Good morning journal! How be you this morning! I thought i'd maybe add another entry as my entry yesterday was not very long! Well my plans for today are to do the list of chores the slave driver off a mother has left me to which includes hoovering and polishing the WHOLE house!!! I also am gonna have some frosties and try to wear my new glasses as much as possible because, well, I like them! hehe! I might also dye my hair pepsy purple! It shall only last 10 days so who knows! 2night I hope to see Michael as we haven't rendevouzed since Friday night! Nah, really I just wanna go to his house as he has Alan Patridge DVDs and I can watch them there :P Oh yeah, and for the sheer joy of his company! Tomorrow I am either going to go in town or in to Glasgow to prom dress shop! Its less than 2 weeks away and I have diddily squat! pfft! Oh yeah today I also gotta take some jeans back! The joys! So journal, please be safe today and try not to do anything to streunous! okay!
xxxx

07:42 pm: an entry!
Well i have'nt updated since thursday so heres wats been happenin:
Friday-I, well I didnt really do anything during the day! At around 5 o clock, I headed 2 Mike's and we watched some Alan Partridge- awesome and that was nice! We then went to the pub which was drunken banter! Tho I lost at pool ...humph!
Saturday-I went 2 my dads, I got the new system album thats all
sunday-nothing
today-I got some cooool new glasses and had my job interview for millies cookies!
and thats all!

06:25 pm: Why heylo!
Heylo there diary! 2day has been somewhat weird! I went 2 the centre 2 day and I got an interview to work at Millies Cookies! Awesome! So that is on Monday at 2 o clock and I also am getting my eyes tested on Monday at 1 o clock! amazing! what a joyful day monday will be! I then bought some jeans from TKMAX that I have decided to take back! god dammit! I then came home and did nothing 4 about...4hours and I have just finished watching The Simpsosns which of course was it usual funny self! 2nite, everyone seems 2 be revising the cursed subject of maths...EVIL!! SO i am gona trail the net and go on msn! awoo!
Love u diaryxxx

05:53 pm: Heeeeeyyyylooo!
Hello there! How r we all 2 day? Im fine I guess! I had an information systems revision day at school 2 day and it was a pile of rubbish! 6hours of the subject! It was hellish! However, this morning before it was fun! Me and Josh (wee friend from bus)had some fun laughs and then I seen Michael :-) as it was his graphics exam 2 day and he said it was a piece of piss! So good luck 2 him with that! I still miss him these days! I seem 2 always think about him even when Im not with him which is kinda silly I guess!When i have nothing else 2 think about he is there clouding my head!WHY IS THIS!?!?!?! And i dont really no why Im telling u this diary but I no u wont spread my thoughts or laugh at me! Anyway, no school 2moro but Im gonna go 2 the centre with Amanda! Oh the joys!
Well diary!
I love you!
xxx

07:17 pm: zzzzz
heylo everyone! AH, im soooo tired! I've just had a quick 15min nap! Its quite bad that I am 16 years of age but Im still taking naps! Anyway, in other news, I had my french exam 2day and it went ok i guess! Could have been worse, could have been better! Afterwards, I walked 2 the centre with Povey! I miss Michael, I dont really c him much because of the exams. However, i seen him alot at the weekend! Oh well! I hope to spend more time with him soon! Hehe! Now im gonna aimlessly wander the internet 4 hours!
love you all xxx

07:37 pm: Hey there kiddies! I need ur opinion on Angelina Jolie! I think she is the most beautiful woman to ever have graced this earth! Shes enough to turn any straight gurl gay! Even tho I only have 4 friends, u should all comment on this!

Other news-Daddio bought me the Mesmerise-System of a Down album!!! WOOOOOO!

05:08 pm: Ugh!
Well hello kids! Thats 3 exams down, 2 to go and one is 2moro! THe dreaded French! Geography 2day went ok i guess! Accounts was the worst exam I have ever sat, yes, even worse than credit maths last year! I reckon I have lost at least 75 marks! Ugh EVIL!!!! So yesterday I went 2 the centre and then revised a bit then I went 2 Michael's and I gave him his pressie which he says he likes so awoo! Gotta love pink tshirts! 2 night I may go 2 Colin's gathering but technically I should revise the subject which is named Evil!!! FRENCH!!! AGH!!!!! Oh well...shud b fun but I dont have a french dictionary as its in storage! Humph!oh well! Im off now 2 text Povey 2 see if he just wants to walk home after the french exam 2 moro provided its a nice day!
I love u diary! Since I have found u, I can really display my true feelings!
Good night and good byexxx